Foward, and back.... wait no! Foward again!

Ok so now that I had time to cool off after being really bothered yesterday I feel much better. I went over what I wrote yesterday and I realized that I was just being emotional. The fact is that he was just fishing for me to say that I miss him and that he's really important and he's the only person that I want to see. And well, he's not. I know what was going on, you know I hadn't had news about him in a while and well I started to have this idea in my head of what we were like, and idea that's not true at all. Turns out he's the same selfish video-game-playing guy that he's always been. The same guy that ignored me to play cards the day I went to visit him. And after I had realized that he came online and all he did was talk about stuff like that, and I just wanted to tell him to shut up. No more, I wish I was there, or man I really want to talk to him. I'm proud of myself. I did find out something interesting though, he blames my dad for the fact that I moved, he had never told me that before. But just after that he went back to talking about his friends and video games. Yeah, moving right along.