Feeling good...

I feel like rambling today, lol. Today was a really random day, I literally stayed in bed all day watching TV, which I must say felt really good after a really long week. I felt it was a really nice day despite not doing much.
Last night a friend kept warning me about something and getting hurt and it just made me think about the whole thing and feel even better about it. Truth be told, I -always- over think stuff over and over again and I never act, I'm always scared and I always find something wrong with everything.
But this is different. I know I could get hurt, and I know there's an aspect of fantasy to it, but it makes me feel good, and I can say it feels better after last night for some reason. I know what I'm doing, I know what I feel and this is right for me, and it's gonna take a lot to change my mind about it.

I'm always worrying and lately I've decided to take it one day at a time. It has helped me be less stressed at school, because I do my assignments ahead of time and not worry about them, and it's helping me feel better about myself too.
I'm so controlling and sometimes, and I obsess about the stupidest details, so I really need to relax sometimes and just let things be, and that's what I'm trying really hard to do.
The day that I feel like staying in bed and watch TV, I do it. The other day I felt like walking around school a little more and I did it, I bought myself breakfast the other day even though I really want to save as much money as possible, but let me tell you... I enjoyed that sandwich! So yeah, I know I can't go shopping to save for the payments for my car, but I'm still gonna do things that I want to do and find even the smallest thing that brings a smile to my face.