Crushed

This is not what I had in mind... when I said I didn't know how to feel I didn't think I was going to get this.
My brother is just sitting here telling me how alone he feels, how he is the worst and I don't love him, how hard he has worked to try and keep his family happy. He told me how he has always been the black sheep and how hard it is to come from behind, how he feels like a guest living in his own house. How he had to sell his car in order to have some money for the new baby, without telling anyone. How he does everything he does for his daughter, and how everything is for her happiness, that he is not meant to be happy that his train passed already and he will do anything for them, but he just has to see if he'll be happy in another life.

I really can't deal with this right now, I can't stop crying. I've never had a close relationship with my brother he never talks to me... I know he's drunk and I know he probably won't even remember talking to me, but I will. I just... I wish I knew what to say.