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I've been incredibly bitchy lately. I don't know what's going on but I've just been snapping at people randomly. So if I snapped at you, don't take it personally, I've just been feeling really selfish.
To be honest, I think I might be feeling a little homesick. Don't laugh. I know it's been almost 2 years but there's so much going on with my family back home that I just miss being a part of that. I know my sister-in-law misses me, we've been talking almost everyday and I know she spends most of the day by herself with Isa and she has really no one to talk to. I've been talking to Gaby and she wants me to go so bad too. Even my brother who never talks told me he misses me.
I dunno, it just feels so different here, and yet it's not. I mean, here I'm doing good in school, but pretty much all I do is go to class and work. But honestly that's what I did back home. But see some times friends would randomly hang out with me. I always saw Angel between classes and we would just hang out and talk about nothing. I miss that, does that mean that I miss him? Probably. But I know for a fact he doesn't miss me, so let's move away from that shall we?
I guess I'm just saying that I feel like there's something pulling me back home and I can't tell what it is.

One good thing though, I've been working with Mickey on this fic and that has been awesome. I'm seriously in love with it even though it's nothing like something I would normally write. I love that it has this really sad theme around it and I love how it's coming out.
It's funny I've been talking so much with Mickey lately, we have a lot in common and I feel great talking to her. She keeps me company at work, and when she's not online I'm always bored. Man, she's going to think I'm clingy, heh, whatevs, she already knows I'm weird.