I really hope this doctor can give us a hand because that will make our lives so much easier. I mean if I was going back early but going -home- at least they'd be something to look forward to with the new house and all, but staying in Miami in someone else's house, with really no money to spend doesn't sound so great to me.
I just really need to get this over with. My arms still hurt from the shots I got, and it's still bruised where they drew my blood and I just don't want to do that all over again.
I'm so tired today, and I didn't even leave the house. To add to my stress Angel started texting me and even though I told him I was stressed he kept asking me moronic questions until I snapped at him, and he got even more pissed when I told him I didn't care if I left without seeing him. Today was not the day to taste my mood. I even cried this morning. Not that it takes much to make me cry, but still... I guess I'm also sad about leaving. As much crap as has been going on in this trip, I'm going to miss the kids a lot. I mean no one else really helps Andy with Robbie. And Andy keeps telling me how much she'll miss me when I'm gone, how much she'll need my help, how I'm going to be gone for such a long time... and it's starting to get to me. With my brother being such an ass, I know she really needs the company and the help.
I mean he got drunk last night knowing he had to work today and he shows up past 2am in the middle of the week. He fills his mouth telling his friends that he leaves breakfast ready in the morning and takes care of Isa, when it's Andy who does all that... it's just messed up.
I'm going to miss spending the whole afternoon watching the same shows with her while I help her with the kids and we talk about anything random.
But I hate ending posts in this type of mood, so I'll post some pics I've taken with my phone. The quality kinda sucks but I love the pics so:

This is one of the only photos I've taken of myself since I got here. And I, of course, hate it. Love the Ferrari poster on the background, though. I'd take it back to Memphis if I could.
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