I hate having money issues. Turns out we do have to take the medical exam for our residency again and it's going to be really expensive. Might have to turn back to the funds I was saving for my shoes and my MFR shirt and stuff for my new room. Plus neither my mom nor my dad will be able to give me the money they owe me.
And I can't even go to the movies here because it's too freaking expensive to pay for the cab ride. I mean I could use the subway but I never got used to public transportation and much less in this city which isn't what you'd call safe... I really miss my car. But then again I'd all worried about were to park, and keep it safe and all, and dealing with traffic jams from hell.
You know... I had a dream about AS about two nights ago. We were in some kind of house and he kept wanting to visit me and I was sure he was hitting on me, but he kept denying it, until I somehow managed to get him to admit it. It was kinda weird, (as most of my dreams are...) but I woke up with this feeling that there was some truth to it and sure enough he texted me today to see if I wanted to see a movie this weekend. I told him I'd go but then he started messing with me about something I said and I remembered why sometimes I hate being around him. He has this born ability to make me feel bad. He feels as if he's being funny and teasing me, but to me is more mocking me and putting me down than anything else. I dunno... I might blow him off later during the week.
I'm also going to my grandmother's tomorrow. I think she feels like we haven't been visiting as much as we should have. And it's probably true. I visited her once and it was to steal her internet, lol. And she doesn't live far away, but it's one of those distances that's too far away walk and at the same time is so short, sometimes it makes you not even want to take public transportation to go. I dunno, I guess I've grown apart from that side of the family, but you know, hopefully we'll have a nice lunch tomorrow.
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