I can't believe a week from tomorrow I'll be back at school, and a few days after that I'll be back in class too. I mean, I know everyone wants to be on vacation forever, but this break seemed to just fly by.
I hope this semester starts off well. I made myself the promise to try and procrastinate less and I think I will be able to keep it. I didn't make any more resolutions because that just sets the bar up too high and you end up making plans you can't keep. I made wishes about small things that I want to change, but I'm clear that none of them will happen from one day to the other. I want to try and be less emotional and not play the victim so much, and just try to accept things when they don't go my way. I know that doesn't seem like a small thing, but I'll settle, at first, for not being a complete mess and just not feeling so hurt from small things.
I'm gonna try and relax a little more with school work and actually do things on time and pay some more attention at work. That means less time obsessing over my computer when there are other things on my to-do list.
So the theme this year is not to want things to come to me, but taking small steps to make myself a little better.
No big plans this year either. I mean, I might consider taking an internship by the fall semester, but I haven't figured it out. And well going to Venezuela, but that's a given. I'm paying for my own ticket this time and hopefully, I'll be able to have a nice summer with my niece and my nephew this year too.
I'll have to save a lot of my salary this upcoming months to pay for my car the months that I won't be working and the ticket as well. I was also thinking of saving up to get that Japanese hair straightening therapy done, but it's quite expensive and I'm not sure I'll be able to save up that much, so I'm gonna wait and see because I don't want to go crazy worrying over it. Besides, it's not fun earning money and not being able to spend -anything- at all, so I don't know if I'll make it all the way to May.
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